I just may be too crazy for them….

So I was accepted into the outpatient

yay?

Well according to the women “she is concerned” and I just may be too crazy for them. I had to fill out a million questionares with questions like “Do you like Yourself?”

Sure I self harm,make myself puke and restrict till I pass out cause I’m an egomaniac.

These people are truly nuts who writes this stuff?

So I was also told that I may fall over dead

though my other doctor says I’m okay I think this new woman may be a crook and a liar. Or I’m just not willing to face facts and admit that I’m killing myself.

 Who knows?

Easter came and went boring and sad surrounded by family and strange situations.

I made a quiche which I could not force myself to eat. Great I ruined another holiday.

Has anyone read this?

If so comment! even if it’s just to say

I hate you and you should die

at least I’ll feel as if I’m not talking to myself.

MamaV posted on one of those inspiring quotes. Unfortunalty it simply made me feel like every bad thing that has ever happened to me I brought on myself.

Thanks Richard Bach

Thanks alot