Getting into the loop,going the fast lane Into that pressure cooker. I’m terrified. I’ve never been so scared to go back…. People ask me questions all the time it’s getting hard to lie back to them. I’m praying real hard so I can get a little strength from God but I’m not sure I’m ever going to be strong enough….
On another note my therapist called today. She sounded okay… I guess better than that lame school one who always talks like she is adressing a person on their deathbed and not like Number Two who just asked “When you look in The Mirror What Do You See?” She gave me her number.. All this could remind of was Millhouse
You know the weirdo from the Simpsons who calls his therapist all the time! I doubt I will ever call that woman. Tommorow is a casual day , I hate those days I like my nice safe uniform with it’s big baggy pants and giant sweaters. I don’t know what I’m going to do.
Not much else to say now.
