I don’t know whats holding me together today
Wats stopping me from just ending this all or crying in the middle of the hallway. Physically things suck I was going to ride my bike but the little black spots of fear clouded my eyes my heart is like a drum with a weak and drunk drummer [...]
Archive for April, 2008
I don’t know…
Posted in Recovery..The only Category on April 3, 2008 | 1 Comment »
Lunchtime
Posted in 1 on April 2, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Had a typical recovery lunch in which I make my special high calorie two days before weekly weigh in need to gian some weight or they’ll kill me noodles. And I could’nt make myself eat them. I sat there until they were stone cold and then threw them out.
That is just sad and I hate [...]
