I don’t know whats holding me together today
Wats stopping me from just ending this all or crying in the middle of the hallway. Physically things suck I was going to ride my bike but the little black spots of fear clouded my eyes my heart is like a drum with a weak and drunk drummer who ocasionally remembers what he has do do and goes wild to make up for it. Everything hurts and they told me to not take advil. It’s another weigh in tommorow I’m scared I’m really scared
you ok babe? Hope to hear from you soon xxxx